On top of everyoneâ€™s level of unpredictability rising, we have had a tumultuous time of change at our house. Joy moved out to do grad school, Bianca headed to her next family, Flora joined the family, we spent a lot of time up north, and somewhere in the middle of all of that four of our kids started virtual school.
Those changes are a challenge for adults to digest, but they are untenable to little kids. Weâ€™ve discussed them at nauseam, put them on the calendar in sticker form, prepared, celebrated, you name it! And our kids, as they always do, are rising to the occasion.
For months, I have seen our Labor Day weekend at a favorite lake as the end of the change era. As we returned home last night, I realized that the many months of upheaval are coming down from this point forward. Itâ€™s weird to think about back to school as an improvement in that regard, as we are all still cooped up in the house! But it is.
Our school and teachers have worked really hard to bring structure to the madness. This is only our second week, and I know we are all feeling better than we were in the spring. Thinking about how much work goes into any simple opera performance these days makes me well aware of the blood, sweat, and tears that these teachers are putting into every hour of class they are providing.
The big kids were nervous to start a new grade, which I suspect is tied to feeling like they didnâ€™t really finish the last one. Griffin was crushed, as this was the year he was finally supposed to go on the school bus. But he is so intrigued by his teacher and by so much computer time that I think it will be quickly forgotten. And we had worried about Sylvie having tons of time as the youngest at home without her siblings around her – clearly no longer concern!
Tess is still heavily into art, although she is now also chasing caterpillars and tadpoles. Itâ€™s fun to see our girly girl get her hands dirty with such glee. Remy is still heavily into bikes, superheroes and Legos, although he is also becoming a big bookworm as his reading gets stronger. Nothing could make me happier! Lilou loves playing in the water and following the big kids, but she has become the biggest helper in the house. Sheâ€™s an amazing big sister, and is always aware of what other people are doing and how they are feeling. She is right there with Tess with nature, although her current obsession is frogs. Griffin is excited by anything with wheels! He also loves to be in the water, but if thereâ€™s a scooter or bike nearby he will be on it. He loves to play games where he can create the rules as they go, and heâ€™s always grinning when he gets to play with a group. Especially now. Sylvie canâ€™t get engrossed in anything, but she is adding handfuls of words every day, in English and French. She loves Elmo and is obsessed with the music from frozen. Hearing her try to sing the songs is hilarious and awesome.
So we read, ride bikes, play outside, dress up as superheroes and have unplanned sing-alongâ€™s. The dance parties continue, as do the kids skill sets in gardening, cooking and cleaning. All of that can be done at home, and together. Our rules are less strict, our time less structured outside of school and work. And we have decided as a family that whatever brings us joy that is feasible will be tackled. We donâ€™t always know what that means, but we do know how hard so many months without friends can feel like. When we look back, we want some happy memories mixed in with the weirdness. And that is a great goal to strive for.